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September 17 Thinking about it. I know one thing about myself very well.
I think too much.
I know those who know me well always scold me for thinking too much.
But I guess it is in my nature to be inquisitive and just think,because I am one who delves deeper,not taking things literally.
I can't help but think about life.
The things I never got to do when I was young and schooling.
The things I swore I would do once I graduated and am free from the binds of teenagehood when I became an adult.(ok,maybe not all of them)
1) I never got to go clubbing in Singapore.
Funny though,my first taste of clubbing was in Bangkok at the age of 20.
And boy did I hate it.
I couldn't fathom why anyone would love blaring loud music,smell of sweat and smoke around them,and the sight of people puking and taking advantage of each other.
But I didn't miss it terribly.
I just wish I got to experience the Singapore clubbing scene for once even though I know I would have hated it.
2)I never got to stay out extremely late.
This was one which really kinda made me really sad.
I would have loved to stay out late and hung out with friends.
Attend music gigs or concerts.
But somehow,I just didn't have the right group of friends who shared the same interest as me in terms of music.
3) I never had the chance to experience a sleepover
Haha...this one.Oh well.My mom was DEAD against it.
She was so afraid that my friend's dad couldn't be trusted.Or uncle.Or brother.Or cousin.Haiz.
Why do you think I love camps so much?Liberation.
4) I never was in a relationship
Think about the movie 'Never been kissed' starring Drew Barrymore and Michael Vartan.
Not that I desperately wanted a r/s.I was fine on my own.
But it was just that my teenage years were complicated and that I just was never ready for one.
Honest to truth?Even at my age today,I'm not sure if I'll ever be ready.
Here's the part where you can get ready to scold me.
I've been sort of planning my 'single' life for the future.
Either I would stay with my parents and look after them till they're old.
Or share a condo with other single gal pals.
I would be glad to just continue to work and still be employed..
Attend all my friends' weddings and give them hong bao packets.
Hopefully have some friends to travel with every year.
Bring my parents abroad especially when they are still able to travel.
Be busy with church work and volunteer work.
Help to take care of my little nieces and nephews.
If I have too much money stacked away even though I've travelled,I'll gladly give my money to my nieces and nephews to further their studies.
Sigh.Maybe I do think too much,or maybe I'm just thinking about what could be.
And there's nothing wrong with that.
And suddenly,my heart hurts. TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://preciousjoy85.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!98850B60D4B663FA!1301.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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