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October 26 Somewhere in-between fantasy and reality can be a really good place to live.I am so thankful to have my blog right now.
Because I'm at the verge of screaming.
My creativity is utterly stifled at work.
And it frustrates me so.
It's hard to believe that I am currently 2 months into my job.
Made to many blunders,swallowed loads of bitter pills,wondered if I signed up more than what I bargained for.
I do love certain aspects of my job and of course,some not so.
I just wished I wasn't such a workholic,bringing work home almost everyday.
But I console myself that I am new,and that I need time to familiarise myself with everything,hence needing more time to do things properly.
I'm just hoping I'll get better and more efficient in time to come.
Anyways enough about work.
Time to zip it.
I was so glad to meet up with my NTU friends lately.
I've been so busy with my previous job headache and preoccupied with the present one that I didn't realise how much I've missed out on my social life.
It was just so good to totally chill out with them...
Made me remember of the fun times we had in the library while studying for uni exams.
Laughed till my stomach hurt.
It's been a rather long time since I ever felt really happy to smile without having something on my mind.
And I'm grateful for my friends for that.
We are always so preoccupied with work and life...that we get swept away in it all.
I guess I gotta learn how to take things as they come.
It's been a long time coming.
But I've finally found closure today,after 9 years.
I feel a burden lifted off my shoulders.
I no longer feel guilty when I face this person.
For he now knows the truth.
And I have now atoned for everything.
And the weird thing is how God puts things in its place.
Amazing how it led up to this.
I hope now,that I will have the courage to be open.
And to know that this was how it was supposed to turn out to be.
God always answers my prayers...in the weirdest of ways.
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